HERE WITHOUT YOU

Here Without You

[3 Doors Down]

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A hundred days have made me older

Since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lies have made me colder

And I don't think I can look at this the same.

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All the miles that separate

Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind.

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I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight, there's only you and me.

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The miles just keep rollin'

As the people leave their way to say hello

I've heard this life is overrated

But I hope that it gets better as we go.

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I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time.

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I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl, there's only you and me.

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Everything I know, and anywhere I go

It gets hard but it won't take away my love

And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done

It gets hard but it won't take away my love.

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I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time.

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I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl, there's only you and me

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Nudge says:

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Well, am in Sri Permaisuri, at the mamak's stall, in front of Cemara. What a bummer that I can't resist of dwelling on the past memories... Can't stop recalling how nice the feeling was when eating those kari ayam, nasi campur, roti planta, maggi goreng kat this mamak with my loved one... Haiz.... Sambil makan, sambil tengok tv... Siang, malam also we went makan2 there... Breakfast, brunch, tea-time, dinner, supper, extra-supper, extra-extra supper, this was our favourite place... Talking, staring, joking... So nice!

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Haha... And to make it worse... MTV is now playing this song!

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But, haha... the good+nice feelings were all history... The fact which I can't rather resist is... Now I'm here ALONE~!!! Haha... And... I am certainly sure that it's only me who's dwelling on those memories, ALONE~!! The loved one is happy now, I guess, I hope... Haiz... sigh~* How I wish I could turn back time, and not moving to Damansara, so that I could still be here, at this mamak, having roti kosong with the loved one... Damn it! :(

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withoutyou.6.35pm.mamak's.bombarded&tired

MALCOLM

YOU READ THIS ENTRY, YOU'LL BE AS STRESSED UP AS ME!
I'VE WARNED YOU~! HAHA

I used to be a fan of the Malcolm In The Middle sitcom (Can we call it a sitcom? I dunno... correct me if I'm wrong yea)... But I'd always wonder why does the title named so... Malcolm in the middle... Middle of what? Hmm... Maybe he's neutral... Her mom was the typical-mom type... whereas all his siblings got those hyper-crazy attitudes... Or, what does the Middle there stand for? Any idea, guys???

Haha... Apalah, now I'm crapping on the Malcolm la pulak... Actually what I'm about to crapping herein got to do with my In-The-Middle.... Not Malcolm's....

Haha... Here we go... Yesterday, I went for an interview... And, spontaneously I got the job, and hell to say, I'm really into that company, for the exposures waiting as well as for the work flow and systems used there... A very happy day I had yesterday....

Erm... actually, today I'm also happy lah... But now the 'balloon-flying-and-clorful-rainbow' feelings has mixed with worriness... Haiz... Cuz I dunno how to let my boss knows... Haiz...

Yeah, I gotta admit, cuz of the bonus issue (refer to my previous entries), I am sort of not so happy working with him la.... But, you know... still, now I feel like guilty cuz I gonna let him down, not to say to 'drop his water-face' (jatuhkan air muka laaaa).

Why? Cuz all this while, he'd been telling all the new staff that he assumed and expected me to work in the Company for quite some time... Say, around 5 years like that.... And, well... Topping it off, the other staff see that he treats me nicer than the way of him treating the other staff (But I think the other way round la)...

I dunno... and I feel like running out of idea to crap in now... Cuz my heart goes 'dup-dap-dup-dap' and my brain keeps ejecting the same question into my nebula la, which sounds like: "What would his reaction be? How should I tell him?" What would other people think of him? Haiz... Sure he rasa kecewa with me... Aihyaaaa... Before I got a job, I was desperately looking for job... Felt like leaving a.s.a.p.... But now... Aihyaaaa.... My resignation letter was drafted, printed and enveloped, but dunno how to pass it to him.... Aihyaa... I'm in the Middle...

Ok, guys... pen-off now. My grammar craps, forgive me. My crapping skills suck, forgive me.... cuz, rite now, NUDGE('s) IN THE MIDDLE.

Nudge: Forgive me yeah should you feel menyampah of reading this entry... But thanks for actually reading.

middle.6.55pm.tropicana.dunno

CAN'T ARGUE MORE

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The hardest thing to do is

watch the one you love,

love someone else.

-anonymous

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Nudge: It is true... I know.

true.6.25pm.shahalam.melancholic

AND HERE I AM

Well... Been quite some time that I didn't go blogging... Well... Gotta say, pretty hectic these days... Working stuff made me damn occupied... Well... Here I am, updating the on-going tale of a wicked witch who lives in Azkaban.... Hah! Updating the boredom tale of my life lah... Lol. Percaya pulak!

Haiz... Suffered with toothache for a few days, errrp... for almost 1 week... Really disaster... I went for MC for 2 days... Took every sort of medications... Of which some of them I bought from the pharmacies (Yess, more than 1 pharmacy I went to), some of them issued by clinics, some of them I simply bought from those local Chinese sengsei... hahaha.... Damn... If you ever been through aching tooth, then you'll know how disastrous the feeling was... Haha... But now, relief... out of no where, the sharp sharp pain as well the "aduh aduh aduh" back and fro gripping pain suddenly gone... Praise to God... Hmm... Now, Arif kept asking when am I going to dentistry to get those devilish teeth 'settled'.... Haha... Nah... I still love them la... Not going to cabut them in the near future.... Akan pergi tampal saje la.... Haha.... What la you, Arif?! Anyway, as the teeth are back in their best condition, then my appetite would take me into action! I bet!!! Haha... Syu, Kak Chik and As, Jom! Let's go find satay! Or maybe ais kacang! Hehehe!

Oh ya, I shouldn't miss updating this... I've got myself a new car.... It's Kia Spectra... Oh, you guys better watch on whatever you are about to bragging me regarding the Kia cars... Otherwise, I'll give you a nice slap on the face.... Lol. Well, been admiring Spectra for quite some time... Hehehe.... So, say la whatever you wanna say... I won't mind... Hehehe... If you say nice things, I'll surely drive you makan angin with all expenses bind on me... Hehe...! Lol. I've tested it for slopes on the way back to Kelantan, dun worry yea bout its performance... it's not bad!! Here are some pics of the car for your eyes: -

Nudge: This was when I first saw the car... Hehehe... Love the shine...

Nudge: Dad asked me to MMS the car's image to him, so I drove down to a secluded area to snap some photos for him. Well, Maybe you'd realise that the 'W' there isn't really a 'W', it's a 'M'!!!! Haha... I only realised it that nite... Gona change it to a real 'W'!

Nudge: Side-view...

I went for a few job interviews as I am pretty 'haiz' with my boss ... And so far, I've secured myself two offers... But the one that I'm really into, hasn't came back to me... So now waiting and waiting... Err... If you guys know any job vacancies in my line, do BUZZ me yeah... Would be much obliged.

Love life? Hmm... Been alone for quite some time... Haiz... Nobody wants me... My ogre looking+devilish attitude+Low sex performance (hah??????) attracts a quick turn-off to every Tom, Dick and Harry... So how? Haiz... maybe I should turn to Ice-Breaking Agent... Haha! Nah, I'm not so desperate... But I do watch Desperate Housewives... Lol. Well, not to say that I got no candidates... But the thing is... Haiz... I dunno, it requires feeling... and it requires to hands to clap (Mom's saying) and it takes two parties to have great sex (Faris's saying) haiz.... Dunno lah... By the way, do intro me to somebody la. Haha... Pervert~

Well, now I'm listening to oldies songs... Ooopss... not oldies... Evergreen la.

I miss my dad, my mom... I am homesick...

By the way, guys... Is there anybody interested of joining me go karaoke or Genting or swimming or foot theraphy or jogging or paintballing or movies or anything... Do lemme know... Boring ler my life these days though busy...

Ok lah, gonna stop writing and concentrate on typing my Meeting Minutes... Before my boss come asking for it... Ehhh, he would be out of office for 1-whole day meeting... So, should I continue blogging? Erm... Nevermind... Better continue typing Meeting Minutes... Saya rajin!Wassalam! Lol.

Nudge: Betul, saya memang rajin... Hehe...

i'mhere.12.18pm.office.boriiinggg